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I'M BACK TO AIDPAGE--MISSED EVERYONE ON HERE!!!!

Lo-Lo started this conversation
Mar 11, 2011

TO EVERYONE THAT FOLLOWS MY READINGS AND THAT I OCCASIONALLY CHAT WITH:

I KNOW I HAVE NOT BEEN ON HERE FOR QUITE A WHILE BECAUSE I NO LONGER HAD INTERNET. SOON AFTER THAT I LOST SOMEONE SO VERY CLOSE AND DEAR TO MY HEART: MY 41 YEAR OLD BROTHER!!!

YES I AM SO TORN TO PIECES AND VERY HURT. IT HAS BEEN HARD FOR ME TO COPE WITH MY LOSS BUT I AM CURRENTLY IN INDIVIDUAL THERAPY AND I'M JOINING A GRIEVING GROUP AS WELL. I WILL NEED EVERYONE'S PRAYERS FOR STRENGTH AND FAITH THAT BEING GRATEFUL THAT MY BROTHER IS A CHRISTIAN AND GOING TO HEAVEN.

HE HAD A BAD HEART LIKE MYSELF. WE BELIEVE HE WAS NOT TAKING HIS MEDICATION REGULARLY. HE WENT TO LUNCH ON NOVEMBER 15, 2010, THEN WENT BACK TO WORK, PASSED THE SECRETARIES DESK AND FELL DEAD. HE HAD A MASSIVE HEARTATTACK. ANYONE WHO HAS READ MY INTRO WILL KNOW THAT I HAD MY HEARTATTACK AT WORK AS WELL. I WAS SO HURT THAT HE PASSED AND THAT I SURVIVED. I WAS BEGGING GOD TO LET ME TAKE HIS PLACE BECAUSE HE WAS SO YOUNG.

MY FAMILY HAS CAME CLOSER BECAUSE OF THIS SAD SITUATION AND THAT HELPS US ALL TO COPE WITH THE PAIN A LITTLE BETTER. MY PARENTS ARE BARELY MAKING IT. I NEVER TELL THEM WHAT I BE GOING THROUGH BECAUSE I NEVER WANTED TO WORRY THEM OR ANYONE ELSE FOR THAT MATTER AND THAT IS WHY I SPENT SOME TIME ON HERE AS WELL. TO HELP ME COPE WITH MY DAY TO DAY COPING SPIRIT.

I HAVE REALLY MISSED YOU ALL AND MISSED BEING ON HERE SHARING UPLIFTING READINGS, PASSAGES, POEMS, ETC. THAT WILL HELP GIVE YOU HOPE AS WELL. WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER AND GOD EXPECTS FOR US TO LOVE AND HELP ONE ANOTHER NO MATTER WHAT THE COLOR, RACE, RELIGION OR CREED.

I HOPE TO HEAR FROM EVERYONE SOON. TAKE CARE AND GOD BLESS ALL OF YOUR SITUATIONS YOU ARE CURRENTLY IN AND TRAGEDY'S YOU MAY BE GOING THROUGH. REMEMBER YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

WITH PLENTLY OF LOVE,

LO-LO

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Starshine
Mar 12, 2011
 in response to Lo-Lo...   Hello
Sorry I missed you. I am glad you got to check in here today. Prayers for your family and you.
Starshine
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Mar 12, 2011
 in response to Lo-Lo...   There is power in prayer, and Jesus left us that example when He walked on earth. Thank you for praying for me, prayer is the greatest gift I can receive, and I too am a living witness of what the Lord can do.
I will keep praying for you, it is my pleasure.
GOD BLESS
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Lo-Lo
Mar 12, 2011
 in response to susie's son...   Thank you so very much for the love and adding me to your prayer list. I need lots of it. I know that the power of prayer is strong enough to get you through trials because i am a living witness. So yes please keep me in your prayers as i will for you as well. God Bless you richly and abundantly in all the areas of your life.
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Mar 11, 2011
 in response to Lo-Lo...   I am here any time you need to talk. I know it's hard now, but it will get better. God loves you, and when you cry, He cries. He wants to restore your joy, and in time He will. Any time the pain gets bad, just talk to the Lord and allow Him to heal your broken heart.
Feel free to contact me any time you need to. I have already added your name to my daily prayer journal, and I serve a great big God that responds to the pleas of His children.
GOD BLESS
See you in my prayers
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Lo-Lo
Mar 11, 2011
 in response to susie's son...   THANK YOU FOR YOUR PRAYERS AND KIND WORDS. YOU AND I CAN RELATE TO THE HURT SO WE NEED TO HELP UPLIFT ONE ANOTHER WHEN WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT IT.
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Mar 11, 2011
 in response to Lo-Lo...   You are welcome. I lost my mom last May and I know how painful losing a loved one is. 2010 was the first year I spent without her during the holidays and it was hard, but I try to remember she spent Christmas with the Lord and that is comforting. My dad died when I was young, but that was not has bad as losing my wonderful mom. She was also my best friend. God is helping me, and I am coping but there are times the tears still fall.
Grab God's hand and don't let go, He will help you, and I will be praying for you and your family.

May the Lord bless you, and hug you a little tighter for awhile.
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Lo-Lo
Mar 11, 2011
 in response to susie's son...   OMG!!! THIS IS BEAUTIFUL AND FITS HIM AND I PERFECTLY. HE IS MY BROTHER BUT HE ALSO WAS LIKE A SON BECAUSE I HELPED RAISE HIM. I REALLY LOVE THIS POEM AND I'M GOING TO COPY IT TO SHARE WITH MY FAMILY. IT IS VERY BEAUTIFUL. THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH. I WILL ADD IT ALSO TO HIS MEMOIR BOOK I'M CURRENTLY MAKING OF HIM.
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Mar 11, 2011
Sorry for your loss. You will be in my prayers. God knows the sadness and pain you are experiencing because He felt it when they crucified His Son. He is with you and will embrace you in His arms and share the heartache with you.
I found this poem and wanted to share it with you. i hope it helps.

My Brother

With a burdened heart and a troubled mind,
I kneel by the side of his grave
And I cry for my brother, I love so much,
For no longer can I be brave.

I know he'd hate to see me cry.
But, everything's gone wrong
And I need to tell him I love him.
I haven't told him in so long.

He used to dry my tears away
And put a smile in their place.
Oh God, I'd be so happy
If I could only see his face.

You see, I miss him terribly.
We were close, him and I.
He taught me so many things, Lord.
He took the time to answer why.

Why did he have to leave me?
I feel so all alone.
I long to hear his voice, again,
To call him on the phone.

Oh Lord, please give me strength
To bear this awful pain.
Tell him that I love him, Lord.
Slow these tears that fall like rain.

Assure me that we'll meet again,
Upon your Golden Shore,
And once more he'll be my brother
In Heaven, forever more.

GOD BLESS
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Starshine
Mar 11, 2011
 in response to Lo-Lo...   Yes right before Valentine's Day. I had a great day and got lots of birthday wishes from friends in life and the net. I have cake now so will celebrate it. I always do a prayer and meditation at the time I was born for many people. That is my quiet time for my birthday. I am having cake tonight as I didn't have it then.
hugs
Starshine
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Lo-Lo
Mar 11, 2011
 in response to Starshine...   WOW on day before valentine's day. i hope you were able to celebrate some kind of way. Two great days in a row.
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Starshine
Mar 11, 2011
 in response to Lo-Lo...   Thank you sweetie for the prayers and belated birthday wishes. It was Feb.13th. My Sunny and I use to share the same birthday month, really. He was born in the same month as me the vet said.
I never have forgotten you.
Hugs and love
Starshine
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Lo-Lo
Mar 11, 2011
 in response to ekikaseven...   Thank you so very much because knowing you care helps me a lot. Hugs and Kisses to you as well.
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Lo-Lo
Mar 11, 2011
 in response to Starshine...   Thank you my dear and of course i will pray for instant healing for you. Happy belated birthday!!!! When was it?
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ekikaseven
Mar 11, 2011
Hi Lo-Lo,

I am so sorry for your loss. I pray that G-d will comfort you & your family.

Sending you hugs & cheer.
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Starshine
Mar 11, 2011
Hello Lo-Lo
I am so sorry for your loss of your brother. You and yours have my deepest sympathy. I am glad you family has come closer to each other.
You have that right what God expects. I have been doing well until my birthday. Now I go see a doctor for my leg ulcer that isn't healing like I hoped, prayed it would. So time for medical care so it doesn't get worse.
Love you much,
Starshine
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